I’m excited out of my mind
I’m scared out of my mind
…
Actually, too much in of my mind.
I’ve done some work on self growth.
I’ve understood all the patterns, triggers and beliefs systems.
I got it.
I take leaps into my deepest self.
And like a handyman, I repair the visible damages. And some invisible ones too.
I’m on it!
All on in it.
I get proud, compassionate and tall!
I dance and ruffle my soul.
I’m proud.
…
I’m exited for the new beginnings
Later, I found myself being rough with myself, messy and unkind.
It hurts to notice it.
All this previous achievements seem to go straight to the garbage.
The knowledge, the practice … all down the drain faster than a free fall from the sky.
… where are the MORE efficient practices ?
The ones I learn and don’t go away.
Where?